Mama, ever since that dark afternoon of March 16th 2016, my life has simply been at a stand still. You left us when we all needed you most but I am sure God knows Why he has to take you away from us. I have shed tears of sadness till my eyes are painful, my heart is full of pain and my body weak.I miss our daily phone calls and lengthy conversations - your words of advise which were so full of wisdom, your encouragement, your smiles and ever jovial nature. Indeed your were a wonderful soul that anyone would have wished for as their mother, your just being there was enough reassurance for us. Your departure has left us in lots of confusion and anxiety over the future because for us, you were a major source of strength and inspiration. Mummy, if someone ever told me a way of bringing you back to us from the dead, I would surely pursue it to the very end just to have you back even if it was for a few seconds. This world is Too cruel particularly withough a mum but I know you will always be out guardian Angel protecting us against any source of harm. I have wonderful memories of the time we spent together and I forever cherish these until we meet again. Mama, remember one day when I told you to make ensure you never left us alone, little did i know that God's plans were different. I treasure the days we spent with you under the cover of your everlasting love. If i was to turn back time, i would never have allowed to go tobthat hospital, the man who cost your life...i find it so difficult to find it in my heart to forgive him. However, i leave everything to God. You are my candle in the wind...I miss you lots. I don't think my life will ever be the same again with your departure by big sister, dearest friend, mentor and pillar. May your soul RIP